Sunday, December 30, 2007
``_____.*thanks for acting like you cared.#
hmm, just came back from MM's shop, when was the last time i open shop`? lolXx, was like darn tired la, cb sia, people forgot about me liaos, i damn poor thing la...well, lcb, thanks for even trying to act like you care yaas, fcuk off, don't need your sympathy at all, you can simple ask all you want, i'm not saying much...you know, sometimes, it's still better to know lesser or even know nonethan knowing lots...it'll bring you nowhere but to trouble...if someone is nice, they'll always be nice...if someone is bad, they'll always be bad, get it`!!!just like a leopard never changes it's spots.OOL`!!!wonder why some people simply cannot get a life, don't you have better things to do than going around gossiping about other people's life`?i wish you could just turn dumb`! *slap myself x2*is it really so difficult to cherish somebody`?what were you thinking when you didn't answer`?what were you thinkg when you didn't reply`?which actually comes first in your life`?what you actually need or want`?what you shouldn't have`?WHO KNOWS`?well...what about me`? hmmm...who cares`?11:14 AM Z
Friday, December 28, 2007
``_____.*yippyXx`!!!.#
kekes...so happy, cause today i work pf3...and what's best`!!! i closed shop first`!!! at 2:30 close shop liaos`!!! song bo`!!!4:12 AM Z
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
``_____.*speak for yourself.#
holidays are always the best...cause don't have to go school see people's face...kekes...take me for who i am...nothing much to say...just darn tired...don't want to have anything or blah blah blah`!!!8:51 PM Z
Monday, December 24, 2007
``_____.*天亮说晚安.#
sigh...so sians...has been working for the past few days...sigh...lucky today close shop on time...if not tomorrow i die die liaos...where can tahan`? hmm...that day fall down at...so pain nohs...when was the last time i fall down`? sigh...like years ago nohs...then the next day forgot to bring key, cause left in DD's car and also forgot to bring my handphone pouch out...sigh...i got so suay bo`? fall down already pain enough liaos nohs...gggrrr`!!!sigh...so many thoughts...when free then come back blog again...i now must go to sleep liaos...tomorrow is christmas eve, gotta work till early in the morning...i now must go rest rest first liaos...kekes...5:53 AM Z
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
``_____.*flirt no more.#
sigh...how do you want me to tell u then you will understand`?in your heart, you only want that guy to be yours...have you thought about what he thinks`? what he wants`? what you want doesn't mean other people will want...if someone is to be blamed here...it would be him...he's attached...yet still lead you wrong...just because he's not with you, you blame the girlfriend...but...what about the guy`? he get away just like that`? you love him and wants to be with him...what about him`? because he love his girlfriend what...that's why he wants to be with her...just like you, he wants to be with the one he loves...if he loves you, he'd be with you...just like your boyfriend...he's with you, because he loves you...love can really blind someone...just because you love him, you put that girl at blame...he knows he's getting married, yet he still bring you out and kiss and hug you and all...to you, of cause you feel loved...but...it's not what you want what...you kiss and hug him because you loved him...it's him who betrayed his fiance...just like your bro said...a guy who is attached bring you out and hold hands and all...how good can this guy be`? i totally agree with him...it feels hurt to know the one you love getting married especially when the bride is not you...you don't like the girlfriend also no use...he love cans liaos...to lurvv is not to have, is to give true blessin...see them happy...so long as you treasure the time together...you should be contented...i'm not siding who now...if i side you, then i would be only listening to one side story...and that would be leading you wrong again...4:26 AM Z
Monday, December 17, 2007
``_____.*SELF PRAISE IS INTERNATIONAL DISGRACE.#
woke up at 5, darn tired la...then prepared to go for the wedding dinner, siansation sia...cos i don't even know anyone there except my cousin and aunties..the rest all machiam don't know from where dee sia...lols...131207damn, never go school again...ccb dee...went to get MC again...sians nohs...then went to work at 6, cb sia, the fcukin china man don't want to leave...nb, same as those reg dee nohs, buay zi tong`!!! angry`!!!*if i were you, i would have waited...=D*141207heiheis...i got go school dee nohs...cause Huini and Aries got wake me up mahs...lols...love them lahs...kakas..but then cb dee nohs, cause Ramu went overseas liaos, so we got RELIEF TEACHER`! In College East where got such thing`? no teacher meaning no lesson what...and so Sean dismiss us...like we need like that huh`?then after that we went up for AOA, Rajes also never come and teach cause she fell down...tsk tsk tsk...so poor thing...though i don't like her to teach, but then come and think of it, old people fall down is not funny dee nohs...please have some sympathy...so we sat outside the classroom and waited for a RELIEF TEACHER, then when Sean saw Mrs Heng, great`!!! guess what`?! even before i have time to stop him, he went down already...don't try to deny it lahs, if you want to be a good student that's your business, i guess you must be very happy each time we create trouble dee nohs, cause it will show that you are "BETTER". f off la ehh...i don't need you to dismiss me or what so ever cans, BOOTLICKER`!!! you dont even have leadership quality, to be a good leader, you must not be kiasu or self centered, you should think of your team mates before yourself and also not to be calculative...but...it seems like you have all the opposte...*jus like someone i know*we know inside that you purposely go down to BUMP onto Mrs Heng...we're not kids, if you want to pretend...ehh...you still not up to our standard yet la okkaes...go home practise more then come and cannon with us la...hmmm...then after schoo, went to work...nb sia, pf3...actualii veryy good dee...cause actually pf nobody dee...the at about 4 liaos nehs...cb sia...i saw a reg...i already called william liaos nohs, he say can close dee nohs, cb reg, go down ask Zakir come up, machiam can press me liddat...actually can close at 4 dee, just because of the 1 table 2 person, i have to open till 7:30am like WTF cans`!!! can't they be more considerate`! GOSH`!!! you all think that sleeping is a waste of time or say pool is a great game, doesn't mean we think so too`!!! it's just taking a stick and poking the ball into the hole...i don't see how fun this can be`!!!and stop praising yourself thinking that you have done A LOT when you did nuts`!!! jus because you spend a lot of time on it doesn't mean you did a lot, it's just that you're slow...face it and stop thinkin so highly of yourself...151207went to work agn...feel so shaged la...so ask Fel to help me for another half an hour...but then in the end, i do things till i was so late...then after work i went to pf3 to look for Stel, cause it's her turn to work pf3, wah lau, close at 7am nohs`!!! buay paiseh one`!2:58 AM Z
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
``_____.*okkaes, i know liaos....#
today, hmmm...i got school dee nohs`!!! =Ppwent for 1st lesson which is ramu's lesson, nb, got test sia...siao liao lo...i think this time die die liaos...cause i wrote rubbish on the paper...sigh...idiot dee nohs, waste my time lahs...aries once said, we human have mastered the ability of putting up a front to hide our feelings, to save our face, so that we do not embarrass ourselves in front of people...but...if we keep putting up a front, it's like so tiring.one of these days, we could like just break down...cry...die...or...whatever...like i've always said, we are what we are now because of what we've all been through, nobody wants to go through those tough times in life...i'm so sick and tired of life...nothing seems to be what it should be...whenever i close my eyes...i see the past of me...haunting me...endlessly...i try to avoid people...because i'm sick of entertaining them...that's why at times, i'd still try to isolate myself...is there someone out there who really feels what you feel`?that's all i ask of you...my guardian angel...here in this room he calls my softly...somewhere inside...hiding...where in the world have you been hiding`?really...i need you to guide me...somehow...i knew you're always with me...give me the strength and courage that i need and have been looking for...promises...if you've made a promise, please live up to it...the things we said are the things that will make us suffer somehow...when promises are not being lived up to...they turn to lies...lies...it's very hurtful to find out that you've deceived by ur love or close friends...or say friends that you really trusted...it's like, you've just been treated like a fool...damn...come and think about it...it really leaves a scar...so scary...where did my guts went`?10:50 PM Z
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
``_____.*my never ending goosebumps.#
nb sia, ccb dee...received an e-mail regarding those things that grow on our body...FREAKED ME OUT MAN`!!! NB dee`!!! it's alr been like half an hour and i'm still having goosebumps, even though jie said it's fake...but...who knows...it might happen some day`!!! still we should take precautions`!!! SAVE ME`!!! THE PICTURE REALLY DID FREAKED ME OUT`!!! ARGHS`!!!9:24 PM Z
Monday, December 10, 2007
``_____.*what will we do then`?.#
why issit that god created people on earth...but then made us all suffer...and then those at africa...why they're there to suffer`? what did they do that god want to make them suffer like that`? fallen angels`? true or false`? who knows`? human being are so realistic...how many of us spare a thought for one another before doing anything`?why some human can be so selfish, inconsiderate or ruthless`?i think i should start going to church and learn more...why issit that 3/4 of earth is made up of water`? what did god whan us to do wif it`? and what about the desert`? we got 3/4 which is taken up by water, why isn't there any the desert then`?so many thing, so lil' time...so near, yet so far...2:13 AM Z
Friday, December 07, 2007
``_____.*it's a brand new day.#
woahs, last night went to work again, omg nohs, worked for like 3days consecutivly liaos...later still have to go to work...kept having head aches recently...sigh...anyways yaas, nb dee nohs, wah lau, weekday sia, still have to open till 6am, told them people got test liaos still like that, so inconsiderate dee...nb...in the end, i never even go school nohs`!!! hmpf`!!! now you see`!!! attendance drop again`!!! freaking`!!!then when take cab home that time, cb sia`!!! the bloody cab uncle keep on nag nag nag nag nag`!!! irritating`!!! just shut up and drive la...kpo sia`!!!ITE student so what, if everyone thinks like you, then why ITE student still go study,we might as well simply don't do anything, everyday laz around after secondary school`!!! the government set up ITE not for you all to look down on, it's to give people like us a chance to receive more education`!!! and that dos not mean we are hopeless people then what's the diff from people in jail`?if you all think that students in ITE Is The End, then this society is so scary`!!! because they judge people by looking at a piece of paper`!!! UNFAIR`!!!4:40 PM Z
Thursday, December 06, 2007
``_____.*speak for yourself cans.#
sigh...today's presentation was a disaster...saddist...nb...angry nohs, why my power point slide turn out like that`!!! why why why`???!!! ARGHS`!!! after the god damn presentation went for the siansation AOA, freaking`!!! she don't want to let me take CA nohs...nb, i 88% also cannot take mehs`? what do you mean by nothing to do with you`!!! you're the one who decide whether to debar us or not one what`!!! so stop trying to act innocent, you look freaking disgusting`!!! make me wanna puke`!!! you're irritating me, and that makes me hate you even more`!!! nb`!!! don't take don't take la`!!! BIG DEAL`!!! hmpf`!!! today all of us type numbers using "tang lang quan" tsk tsk tsk...looks like our "tang lang quan" quite powerful dee...and if you think you hate us so much, tell us straight in our face, don't see us outside and then stare at us, what did we do`? we never even talk to you before, what fcuk do you know about us`? better watch your back`! get it`?051207DD came to fetch after school so bring huini, liing and aries to the MRT, cause it's raining cats and dogs, then brought jess and ray home, cause they 2 nearer to me la...not enough sleep darn tired dee nohs...nb, help people to take over and then people go gai gai, what's worst is still can help another to work, like WTF cans, wah lau, you cannot even work your own shift and you all having hols dee nehs, we all still studying dee you know, if it's not important please be more considerate...if we're having hols we don't mind but then please try to sapre a thought for us ehh...luckily i closed at 2, but then in the end still sleep at 4:30-5 like that...sigh...041207hmm...rushed home after school, was suppose to work at pf2 today, but then cause Jas haven learn pf3 so we swopped...kekes...all of us closed at 3, so shiok sia...yeahs`!!!2:57 PM Z
Monday, December 03, 2007
``_____.*hmm, so...what's next ehh`?.#
well, still looking for people to paint my room, anybody can help me take care of my daughter so she don't anyhow anyhow when i do painting`?and most importantly`!!! what colour should i paint`?9:22 PM Z
Sunday, December 02, 2007
``_____.*hehes..#
wahs, kekes...guess what, i have not slept for 35hrs already...hahas, cause just now went to Vivo till now then come home...kekes...now i need to go and do my project liaos`!!! CHIONG PROJECT ARHS`!!!9:00 PM Z
``_____.*so many things...so lil' time...=)).#
woahs, yesterday worked full shift sia...omg`!!! when was the last time i worked full`?well, was suppose to go to JB today, but then baObeiiXx say she's tipsy, so in the end, we're gonna give this trip a miss, but then, don't fret, cause, we'll always have next time...but then don't know the next time is when only la hors...kekes...and, well, last night, i closed early la...kakas, closed at 4, then went to PF3 to look for that kopi soh...aiyo, poor kopi soh, open till 7:30am...tsk tsk tsk...aku no full house at all sia...si beh shiok the whole day nohs, but then also quite busy nahs...cause the people is come and go, come and go dee...so although don't have full house, but then still kinda busy though...yaas, then after that went to have our breakfast then tio go home le, of cause i went to MM's shop...kekes...and now, here i am blogging my day...hahas, kkaes nahs, now, i need to go and chiong my ppt liaos...HUAT ARHS`!!!10:20 AM Z
